“…what we respond to in any work of art is the artist’s struggle against his or her limitations” – Saul Sternberg.
So I cannot remember where or why I read this quote. Until two minutes ago, when I googled this quote to get it’s exact phrasing, I thought it was said by Kurt Vonnegut. Turns out it was not, it was a quote by Saul Steinberg, as told by Kurt Vonnegut whom it was said to in a previous conversation.
So am I a big fan of Saul Steinberg? Or a fan of Vonnegut? No. I’m not. Well, that sounds negative. I’m just… removed from their work. I’d like to read Vonnegut, but I’m embarrassed to say I haven’t read any of his novels. I, until two minutes ago, had no idea who Saul Sternberg was (I have since googled him and am vaguely familiar with his most famous New Yorker cartoon, “View from the World at 9th Avenue.” But not of any of his other work).
So it’s weird that I would pick a quote from an artist I’m not passionate about… But GOD I love this quote. I have tons of limitations as a writer. I can’t spell, I don’t understand many of the rules of grammar, I get distracted. I get overwhelmed when I have to do research. On and on and on. And I used to think “I bet if I was as smart as _____ or as disciplined as _______ I’d be so much better. So much more successful. It’s just my dumb ol’ brain that’s holding me back because I’m not good enough.”
Reading this was the first time I realized that, “oh yeah, great artists don’t look at their own work and think, “Nailed it!”” They look at their own work and think “this is a mess, I wish I could re-do that part. That’s okay. That part works for most of it but then it falls apart.” It’s just such a good thing to remember. Any artist you admire, any piece of art that you think is perfect, is seen by its creator as messy, flawed, imperfect. Everyone, even geniuses, struggle against their own limitations. Even Saul Sternberg, who made this iconic New Yorker cover and probably thought it sucked.